MY first rap :)

what goes through my mind is just a mystery !!!!
i always did it wrong but thats history !!!!

It starts from here,
better than everywhere,
i feel calmness,
my mind flying in the air,
speaking up so loud,
no one i can hear,
i cry inside,
so no one can see the tears,
still resuscitating,
from the wilting curse,
waiting for ,
time will make it better or worse,
leading the way ,
leading the whole universe,
capturing the moments,
trying to be the first,
facing confronts,
and facing the shitty dirt,
but giving a damn,
completely looking berserk,
THE END whatever it may be,
THE START it will be courageous,
i sank and found the malign truth,
no one's YOURS once you deeply immerse,
the reality ,
you don't own a worth.

what goes through my mind is just a mystery !!!!
i always did it wrong but thats history !!!!

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ANOTHER incident in the BUS :)

Today i had to sit "VELA" for sooo long that i got sleeping jerks twice .....
but when i was in the bus i came across a guy, he was sindhi who didn't knew urdu. He was constantly telling his mate next to him to let him know when the hospital (JPMC) comes.....
the guy left the bus before we reached the hospital so i had a chance to grab the seat next to him i sat adn kept on texting, eventually he said something to me in sindhi and the only possible meaning i carved out of it was that he was inquiring whether the hospital has arrived or not, I told him to wait because we still had a 20 minute journey left to the hospital. I grabbed the opportunity to ask him why he wanted to visit the hospital and he replied again in sindhi cum urdu style that her daughter was admitted there she had fever for the past few days and also broke her left arm somehow :(
he was travelling all the way from interior sindh to see her daughter as he wasn't present when his daughter was brought karachi.
the pain in his eyes with which he saw the outer world was quite prominent, the drops of tears were also visible when he saw any child with his parents, he was lost somewhere in the thoughts that what possible condition her daughter could be in :(
at that point I thanked GOD for giving me such a wonderful, happy and pleasant life and giving me EVERYTHING, even what i didn't deserve.

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A very BAD habit :(

I think the habit of speaking without thinking will get me killed one day :D
But after all, whatever i say is THE TRUTH so why should i worry anyway :)
And i will not say anything but the truth forever or to say an outburst of TRUTH will make its way OUT of my MOUTH itself even if i try to lie !!!


ahhhh i can't stop myself from singing ......
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
thats alright because i love the way you lie :D
mmmmmmuah love u RIHANNA :p

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Just ANOTHER day.......

Today i missed something really badly.....
MY newly started university; i felt like i had been married and my WIFE has gone back to her house and i am missing her :D
Life has very weird things at offering, when something is new we are infatuated and think that the world ends here but we forget the fact that one day we'll be offered a new thing by life and we are DEFINITELY going to accept it.

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Another Randomn Experience..........

Today i witnessed a strange scenario.....
while hanging onto the doormat of the bus i saw a bunch of crazy people beating up a beggar (female), the age of the girl would be around 20 or above. Now at that point of time i felt like jumping down from the bus and finding out the reason of the event and most probably helping that girl from the outrageous mob, but i had to reach my work place urgently so i ceased and an outburst of thoughts came flooding into my mind; that, What would have been the possible reason that forced that girl (and alot of other girls of her age) to go roaming around on the streets to beg ? What had she done that she was maltreated in such a pathetic way? What is the government doing about this? Why isn't the governmnet taking a serious step to rehabilitate these kind of people? What should be done by the people to help this class of society? Where should we start from?
All this and alot of other stuff was infuriating me as well as making me ponder for a solution to end this curse of beggary.

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Well today i was kind of turned off because of the fact that i will have to study ECONOMICS in development studies :(
But i guess i won't let it become a reason that'll affect my result.....
I have many times given up even before trying and there lies the secret behind my many failures so now i am giving atleast a try to EVERYTHING because better TRY and FAIL rather than GIVING UP even before trying....... :)

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The VERY first blog :)

Once upon a time there was a boy named Abdul Majid Awan WHO was suugested to start a blog by her friend " Anonymous-being "......

the above description marks the start of my bloggong experience :)

well most probably for me blogging would be a way of elucidating my everyday life's experiences with the TOUCH of philosophy and theories AND sharing my new discoveries with the people :)

Enough of the LONG LECTURE for today i guess.

Till the next post TA TA...
Bueno adiós

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