Standing alone on a dark road in the middle of nowhere .......
This was the fear that i always had, it literally gave me nightmares and this is when i developed the habit of being friendly with everyone so that THIS fear of mine doesn't convert into reality. I don't want to stand alone in this mysteriously dark world where people even don't care about their OWN relatives, they don't even care about their parents so why are they going to ask what is the problem with me.
I still show signs of the old me, a rather stud kind of a guy who never cared about anyone's feelings before telling them anything i was stingy and blunt and still i portray those traits sometimes but now i know that people aren't just flesh and blood, they have feelings.
All this explanation was for the soul reason that i find myself in the same scenario as i used to put others into. Someone showed me MYSELF. I know no one would be reading it but i want to say sorry to everyone whom i ever hurt.
This was the fear that i always had, it literally gave me nightmares and this is when i developed the habit of being friendly with everyone so that THIS fear of mine doesn't convert into reality. I don't want to stand alone in this mysteriously dark world where people even don't care about their OWN relatives, they don't even care about their parents so why are they going to ask what is the problem with me.
I still show signs of the old me, a rather stud kind of a guy who never cared about anyone's feelings before telling them anything i was stingy and blunt and still i portray those traits sometimes but now i know that people aren't just flesh and blood, they have feelings.
All this explanation was for the soul reason that i find myself in the same scenario as i used to put others into. Someone showed me MYSELF. I know no one would be reading it but i want to say sorry to everyone whom i ever hurt.