MY First Rap :) (continued)

What goes through my mind is just a mystery !!!!
i always did it wrong but thats history !!!!

It starts from here,
better than everywhere,
i feel calmness,
my mind flying in the air,
speaking up so loud,
no one i can hear,
i cry inside,
so no one can see the tears,
still resuscitating,
from the wilting curse,
waiting for ,
time will make it better or worse,
leading the way ,
leading the whole universe,
capturing the moments,
trying to be the first,
facing confronts,
and facing the shitty dirt,
but giving a damn,
completely looking berserk,
THE END whatever it may be,
THE START it will be courageous,
i sank and found the malign truth,
no one's YOURS once you deeply immerse,
the reality ,
you don't own a worth.

what goes through my mind is just a mystery !!!!
i always did it wrong but thats history !!!!

demotion, promotions,
inculcating complications,
breath sustained,
but life out of my hand,
left alone,
hollow and gone,
lost and found,
but still unrenowned,
inner self,
lost in the shelf,
careless soul,
dumped in the hole,
on the go,
high and low,
hear and see,
i was caught and let free,
correctly rhyme,
no rythm, thats a crime,
i broke loose,
u made me glued,
i say and pray,
u don't act as a prey,
i feel secure,
but conditions obscure,
the end is near,
cz i see it HERE.

what goes through my mind is just a mystery !!!!
i always did it wrong but thats history !!!!

sleepy dreamy,

my looks are creepy,

useles to the world,

i've lost my self,

a thought an intuition

that shook me deeply,

to love or hate u,

thats whats the query,

i feel i fell in the abyss,

caught in a cage,

drunk and haphazard,

down in the depth,

lost and messy,

there's no sublime thing,

something that can cure,

that removes the waste,

and makes it pure,

m ready to succumb to give up to fate,

but what hold me back is your eternal faith,

i live i die,

i need to choose,

i think i muse,

whats better to loose,

shut up and stop playing games with me,

I take an oath,

I'll ALWAYS LIVE FREE...

what goes through my mind is just a mystery !!!!

i always did it wrong but thats history !!!!